I HAVE BEEN AT DIFFERENT DEGREES OF FATNESS IN MY LIFE...I REMEMBER WHEN I WAS A TEENAGER AT AN AMUSEMENT PARK, STANDING IN THIS LONG LINE TO GET ON A ROLLER COASTER, A COUPLE, THE GUY LONG AND LEAN, THE GIRL SHORT AND FAT. WHEN THEY GOT SEATED ON THE ROLLER COASTER, SHE WAS TOO FAT FOR THE LAP LEVER TO FIT, THE GUY WAS A JERK AND WENT ON THE RIDE WITHOUT HER AS SHE STOOD ON THE SIDE, LOOKING SAD AND EMBARRASSED WAITING FOR HIM. MY HEART SANK AND I VOWED NEVER TO GET THAT FAT!! I WAS ONCE AT 325 POUNDS AND STAYED AT THAT WEIGHT FOR ABOUT 15 YEARS, RECALLING THAT GIRL AT THE ROLLER COASTER, I NEVER PUT MYSELF IN A SITUATION WHERE MY FATNESS WOULD PUBLIC EMBARRASS ME. A COUPLE OF CLOSE CALLS ON A PLANE, THE SEAT BELT WOULDNT FIT, BUT I PULLED IT AS CLOSE AS I COULD THEN HID IT WITH MY ARMS.
I AM NOT 325 POUNDS NOW, BUT STILL OVER THE 200 MARK, RECENTLY WENT TO A GO-CART PARK WITH MY HUSBAND AND THE SEAT BELT FIT, BUT SNUG AND THE CREEPY KID ATTENANT ASKED IF I WANTED AN EXSTENTION!! THE SAD GIRL AT THE ROLLER COASTER POPPED UP IN MY MIND AGAIN!
I LIKE THAT THIS DIET IS CALLED THE WEIGHT LOSS CURE!!! I AM SOOO TIRED OF BEING THE FAT PERSON!! SHARE MY JOURNEY!!! START DATE IS STILL ON FOR APRIL 21ST
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